What the heck is wrong with me...well now i know....i lower myself every now and then to suite what i think im suppose to be.it took one major decision i had to retake and revisiting some places of memories for me to recall my morals and all.It took my older bro in morals to come with me and force me to make the decisions then and there...to realise that i keep making the wrong decisions...oh wells,everyday we may walk past the same tree til we realise that it was that tree that kept dropping the hard fruit.For me,that tree grows within me,and i have no idea how many more ive got inside me,perhaps a forest,but ive got alot of weeding to do.

(just to cloudsgrl:meant no offense,didn't really mean to involve you at all but was messin around with DA links.anyway,even so,my intentions to someone else were wrong.And not to mention,i checked out the link you posted,found it solid...good job and i'm beaten....soz)